Sunday, July 25, 2010

Less than a month left

Finally... my hopes are up that by the end of next month I will be able to masturbate again. It was a long time with lots of ups and downs but after a while things started to get easy. In a way I am also a little bit sad that the time will be over soon, but surely this wont be the last time I will get locked up in chastity, I am just not sure if it will be ever for that long again. I also have to say that after a while things start to get boring, you just dont care about it anymore, so I didnt feel the need to update or post on my blog. Its just when you lose your hornyness then you also lose your interests in some things. At least that happend with me.

Well if someone has a idea how to increase the duration of my chastity, feel free to leave a comment. Maybe everytime someone posts a picture with "No cumming for you Ronald" written on his barefeet or asscheek I will add one week and dont forget there is still the chipin thing going.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

1 Year!

Lets celebrate. Its 1 year now. That year was full with good and bad days. Days where I thought I couldnt take it anylonger and days where I was a little bit proud that I managed so far. Chastity is a wonderful thing if you ask me and I am sure there will be many more days for me to come, but right now I am glad when the last 3 months are over and I am out of that thing again. I also own 5 different chastity belts now. 1 plastic one (cb3000), 1 silicon one (birdlocked) and 3 metal ones (similar devices to the cb3000). I love the metal ones, they are much easier to clean and they look fantastic aswell and its "stronger" feeling when you are locked up in one. I am still looking forward to buy me a full metal chastity belt, like the one i posted a few months ago. That and finding a wonderful Mistress/wife/playpartner, who would lock me up in one for 24/7 is still my final goal. I dont say that i should be without an orgasm for such a long duration again, but the chastity belt should be part of my future life and i should only be allowed to take it off when my Mistress allows me to take it off. Also the full steel chastity belt needs an small addon, so my anal toys wont work anymore. The reason is that anal play is to much pleasure for me lately. (well its the only pleasure I have) but it thats not the point, the point is that I really enjoy it and I think I should only be allowed to enjoy that feeling when my Mistress allows me to.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Soon its my 1 year anniversary

I am still here dont worry guys. Just and that may sound strange, after a while things start to go down. Sex drive goes down and then your not in the mood to write anything. I think its absolutly needed that in a long term chastity enviroment you need to have a play partner keeping you on the edge from time to time. Thinks like stroking without having an orgasm come in mind or at least a nice partner who enjoyes getting pleased by your tongue and mouth. Something to keep us guys aroused.

So whats new? Well the 1 year anniversary is on its way, so i decided that i need to get some special gift for myself. I bought a new chastity belt. Still not that dream of a full steel metal belt, but at least a smaller version of it. I bought myself a steel cock cage. Cleaning is much more easy now and i admit i love the heavy look of it and well its made of steel so its much more bulletprof aswell.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas

I hadnt the time to update my blog lately, but that doesnt mean I am gone. I am still here, locked up since May, 20th. I have to say it was a rough but wonderful year. The first weeks and months were really hard, I couldnt concentrate, was aroused most of the time and the chastity belt still felt like an impurity to my body. This all changed after a while. Sometimes I feel like I would miss something, the feeling of having an orgasm as an example, but its nothing I couldnt handle. Well its not like I would have a chance anyways, but its not that hard anymore. I enjoy playing with my dildos. Its fun and it feels great, just not the same and no "big bang".

I still dislike the taste of cum and if you wonder why I am talking about the taste of cum right now, when I am locked up in chastity its easy to explain. Prostate Milking and my keyholder decided after I begged that I miss to cum for a while, that I should get cum so she makes me eat her boyfriends cum from time to time and finds it very amusing to see me eating every drop out of a used condom.

Anyways that year was great and I think getting locked up in chastity was a wonderful thing. This sounds strange now doesnt it? but thats how I feel. All the humiliation, the desperation, the arousal etc. I would really miss all that.

So I want to say thanks to all the supporters so far and wish everyone a wonderful christmas and a happy new year. See you all next year.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Double time...

Ok someone made the suggestion that I should run a "double time" month. Meaning that every dollar donated equals 2 extra days of chastity. As you wish... and dont forget that every dollar will still add one hour of "butt plug time".

Friday, September 25, 2009

Plug the Slave

Its butt plug time. Well end of October it is. For every dollar I receive in October I will use this plug for 1 hour. So keep my ass stretched.

Stay focused

Its been a while now since I got locked up in chastity and a lot things changed. My moodswings are gone now, I think I start to accept the fact I am not going to cum any time soon also I am not really getting hard inside that chastity cage anymore. Well I am sure a wonderful woman could still get it really hard and me down on my knees begging if she really wants. I still do have wet dreams and sometimes its really frustrating, but then I just take one of my dildos and enjoy fucking myself with it for a while. It really helps (at least a bit).

I think my whole personality changed. I am more calmed down, much more friendly to everyone, especially to woman. Its true what some people say about chastity, it really changes you after some time. Its not that I wouldnt miss touching my cock, stroking and having an orgasm. I would probably suck a cock if I could jerk off afterwards, its just that other things became more important lately. Does that make me a better slave? I dont know... maybe a bit, but I am not the one who should judge about that.