Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas

I hadnt the time to update my blog lately, but that doesnt mean I am gone. I am still here, locked up since May, 20th. I have to say it was a rough but wonderful year. The first weeks and months were really hard, I couldnt concentrate, was aroused most of the time and the chastity belt still felt like an impurity to my body. This all changed after a while. Sometimes I feel like I would miss something, the feeling of having an orgasm as an example, but its nothing I couldnt handle. Well its not like I would have a chance anyways, but its not that hard anymore. I enjoy playing with my dildos. Its fun and it feels great, just not the same and no "big bang".

I still dislike the taste of cum and if you wonder why I am talking about the taste of cum right now, when I am locked up in chastity its easy to explain. Prostate Milking and my keyholder decided after I begged that I miss to cum for a while, that I should get cum so she makes me eat her boyfriends cum from time to time and finds it very amusing to see me eating every drop out of a used condom.

Anyways that year was great and I think getting locked up in chastity was a wonderful thing. This sounds strange now doesnt it? but thats how I feel. All the humiliation, the desperation, the arousal etc. I would really miss all that.

So I want to say thanks to all the supporters so far and wish everyone a wonderful christmas and a happy new year. See you all next year.