Thursday, May 20, 2010

1 Year!

Lets celebrate. Its 1 year now. That year was full with good and bad days. Days where I thought I couldnt take it anylonger and days where I was a little bit proud that I managed so far. Chastity is a wonderful thing if you ask me and I am sure there will be many more days for me to come, but right now I am glad when the last 3 months are over and I am out of that thing again. I also own 5 different chastity belts now. 1 plastic one (cb3000), 1 silicon one (birdlocked) and 3 metal ones (similar devices to the cb3000). I love the metal ones, they are much easier to clean and they look fantastic aswell and its "stronger" feeling when you are locked up in one. I am still looking forward to buy me a full metal chastity belt, like the one i posted a few months ago. That and finding a wonderful Mistress/wife/playpartner, who would lock me up in one for 24/7 is still my final goal. I dont say that i should be without an orgasm for such a long duration again, but the chastity belt should be part of my future life and i should only be allowed to take it off when my Mistress allows me to take it off. Also the full steel chastity belt needs an small addon, so my anal toys wont work anymore. The reason is that anal play is to much pleasure for me lately. (well its the only pleasure I have) but it thats not the point, the point is that I really enjoy it and I think I should only be allowed to enjoy that feeling when my Mistress allows me to.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Soon its my 1 year anniversary

I am still here dont worry guys. Just and that may sound strange, after a while things start to go down. Sex drive goes down and then your not in the mood to write anything. I think its absolutly needed that in a long term chastity enviroment you need to have a play partner keeping you on the edge from time to time. Thinks like stroking without having an orgasm come in mind or at least a nice partner who enjoyes getting pleased by your tongue and mouth. Something to keep us guys aroused.

So whats new? Well the 1 year anniversary is on its way, so i decided that i need to get some special gift for myself. I bought a new chastity belt. Still not that dream of a full steel metal belt, but at least a smaller version of it. I bought myself a steel cock cage. Cleaning is much more easy now and i admit i love the heavy look of it and well its made of steel so its much more bulletprof aswell.