Merry Christmas

I hadnt the time to update my blog lately, but that doesnt mean I am gone. I am still here, locked up since May, 20th. I have to say it was a rough but wonderful year. The first weeks and months were really hard, I couldnt concentrate, was aroused most of the time and the chastity belt still felt like an impurity to my body. This all changed after a while. Sometimes I feel like I would miss something, the feeling of having an orgasm as an example, but its nothing I couldnt handle. Well its not like I would have a chance anyways, but its not that hard anymore. I enjoy playing with my dildos. Its fun and it feels great, just not the same and no "big bang".

I still dislike the taste of cum and if you wonder why I am talking about the taste of cum right now, when I am locked up in chastity its easy to explain. Prostate Milking and my keyholder decided after I begged that I miss to cum for a while, that I should get cum so she makes me eat her boyfriends cum from time to time and finds it very amusing to see me eating every drop out of a used condom.

Anyways that year was great and I think getting locked up in chastity was a wonderful thing. This sounds strange now doesnt it? but thats how I feel. All the humiliation, the desperation, the arousal etc. I would really miss all that.

So I want to say thanks to all the supporters so far and wish everyone a wonderful christmas and a happy new year. See you all next year.

Double time...

Ok someone made the suggestion that I should run a "double time" month. Meaning that every dollar donated equals 2 extra days of chastity. As you wish... and dont forget that every dollar will still add one hour of "butt plug time".

Plug the Slave

Its butt plug time. Well end of October it is. For every dollar I receive in October I will use this plug for 1 hour. So keep my ass stretched.

Stay focused

Its been a while now since I got locked up in chastity and a lot things changed. My moodswings are gone now, I think I start to accept the fact I am not going to cum any time soon also I am not really getting hard inside that chastity cage anymore. Well I am sure a wonderful woman could still get it really hard and me down on my knees begging if she really wants. I still do have wet dreams and sometimes its really frustrating, but then I just take one of my dildos and enjoy fucking myself with it for a while. It really helps (at least a bit).

I think my whole personality changed. I am more calmed down, much more friendly to everyone, especially to woman. Its true what some people say about chastity, it really changes you after some time. Its not that I wouldnt miss touching my cock, stroking and having an orgasm. I would probably suck a cock if I could jerk off afterwards, its just that other things became more important lately. Does that make me a better slave? I dont know... maybe a bit, but I am not the one who should judge about that.

Pictures

First I want to say thanks to Ritchie and Matthew for their donations. I got 25 $ together, which brings me a little closer to my dream of having a full steal chastity belt. Thanks you two and as promised I made one picture for every dollar donated, not to mention that I have to stay a little longer chaste aswell.

Now I was thinking of doing something similar this month. I have two different ideas in my mind. First I could offer to wear a big sized buttplug for 1 hour for every dollar donated. Second I could offer to post a video of my "fun" session with "big earl" today. Let me know what you think or maybe you have a third option?

Ok but lets go to the promised pictures. I think I really got it "hard" this time and hopefully you agree with me that this dildo is huge and no I wont spoil it, see yourself...

2 more days

Time is running out. So this is your last chance to get some more pictures of me and "big earl" by the end of the months. I am going to make the pictures next week and will post them afterwards.

I am also going to extend my "counter" so it reflects the real time I will be locked up in chastity. So far I have gotten 40 extra days thanks to Ritch.

The first ten donators

To make it more attractive for people to donate. The first ten donations will count double. So pay 1 dollar and I will be locked up for 2 days. Also for every dollar I am able to raise till the end of the month I will post one picture of me playing with a black 10 inch dildo and I will take requests of what you would like to see on those pictures.